1. Authors for whom writing comes easily and naturally
2. Authors for whom writing takes a tremendous amount of effort and concentration

Which flavor am I? Well, here’s a clue: it’s taken me about five minutes to get this far in this blog piece already. I’ve rewritten the first sentence three or four times, backspacing before I even got to the colon. In this paragraph alone, I started off with “which camp do I fall in” before realizing that the camping metaphor clashes with the “two varieties” metaphor in the first paragraph above. (And now, here I am, re-reading through the article again two days after I started because I didn’t have time to finish it earlier.)

I’m slow. I’m not going to say that I agonize over my words, because that implies a degree of discomfort and displeasure in the process. But I certainly concentrate intensely on my words. They don’t just come gushing out. (Just changed “flowing” to “gushing.”)

And so when I find myself falling into a prolonged silence on my blog like the current two-month silence, it’s hard to get going again.

It’s especially difficult (changed from “hard”) when what I really should be concentrating on is finishing up the first draft of Geosynchon, the third book in the Jump 225 trilogy. I don’t do this writing thing full-time, and it’s difficult to find the time to blog. It’s about to become all the more difficult because I’m about to become a first-time parent. I have no idea how I’m going to find the time to write when I’ve got two squealing (changed from “screaming”) babies, and a bunch of bills that are overdue because I’ve forgotten to pay them, and a burning desire to occasionally have a, you know, life.

So how do I continue blogging on a regular or semi-regular basis?

It doesn’t help that I don’t approach blogging the way most bloggers approach blogging. Unlike, say, a newspaper column, the whole point of publishing a blog is that it’s immediate and unfiltered. Here’s what I’m thinking today! Just saw Sarah Palin say something stupid on TV, boom, here’s my take on it! What did I think yesterday or last week or last month? Who cares? It’s all now, now, now!

I’ve always resisted the impulse to publish that kind of blog, just like I’ve always resisted the impulse to write those kinds of book. Not that there’s anything wrong with the stream-of-consciousness technique; it’s just not me. I don’t want people to know what I’m thinking on a minute-by-minute basis. I don’t want to showcase my snapshot reactions to the latest flap in the news. Why? Because my off-the-cuff (changed from “snapshot”) reactions are just like everyone else’s. They’re tinged by raw emotion. They’re based on incomplete information. They’re predictable. They can get me into trouble.

As far as I’m concerned, it’s the digested, reasoned, thought-through, considered response that matters. It’s the book that I’ve slaved over and over in draft after draft, carefully layering in plot and metaphor and theme like a pastry chef making phyllo dough. (Just stopped to look up “phyllo” on Wikipedia to make sure I wasn’t misremembering what phyllo is.)

I don’t resent the filter of editing, re-writing, re-thinking, and revising. I need that filter.

So if you’re planning on following my blog, you’re not going to get throwaways (with the exception of the occasional piece of self-promotion and/or book news) (just inserted that). You’re only going to get articles that have been well-thought-out and carefully crafted. You’re only going to get me writing about subjects I care about.

The downside of this approach is that if I don’t have the time or inclination to ponder upon any particular subject, I’m not going to publish anything. I’m not going to fall back on a summary of my day or an interesting song lyric I’ve heard on the radio. Again, perfectly valid methods of blogging. Just not my method.

Sometimes I’ll take too long to ponder over a particular topic (changed from “a particular subject”, changed from “something”), and my meanderings on that topic will become outdated before I’ve even clicked the “Publish” button. These blog articles get saved onto my hard drive where they gather digital dust, unread. Thus, you probably will never read the 752-word-and-counting blog piece I’ve been writing about “The Bizarro Election” featuring my insights on Sarah Palin — because by the time I’m finished with it, the poor woman will (deleted “hopefully”) be on her way back to Alaska where she’ll become a 2018 trivia question for Jeopardy contestants.

All of this is a long-winded way of saying:

1. No, I’m not dead;
2. No, I don’t even have the excuse of being a first-time parent yet;
3. Yes, I do intend to resume blogging on a regular basis; but
4. Yes, you’ll probably (just inserted “probably”) have to be patient.

If you’re interested in reading what I’ve got to say about stuff and you don’t want to be bothered to check back on my blog page to see if I’ve published anything new, I invite you to sign up to subscribe by email (bottom of left column), or use the site RSS feeds.

Thanks, y’all.

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(Now that I’ve finished the article, I’ve got to go back and re-read to make sure I’ve made a coherent point. I’ve got to make sure the title I’ve given the piece accurately reflects what’s in it, because I’ve been known to meander off course into totally different subjects.)

(And finally, I feel obligated to go hunt around for some pictures — generally of the humorous or ironic variety — to make the article visually interesting. So here I go… Okay, the Rodin Thinker statue is an obvious one, and it’s already in the blog media library. And for the second I’ll use one of my favorite sketches of a dude scribbling at a desk while smoking a pipe. Artist unknown, or at least I’m too lazy to look it up. Just have to do some quick image manipulation so the images fit onto the page… there.)

(Now, the final step. Save the article, and preview it. Re-read for last-minute typos and harebrained sentences that I’m going to regret later. Do last-minute tightening of the language. Make sure the pictures don’t create any funky link breaks… Done.)

(Don’t forget to add meta information for the search engines and the archive pages.)

(And finally… is this whole meta thing of the parenthetical asides too cutesy and John Barthish? Should I delete all these parenthetical comments about process? Hmm. Maybe. But I’m the kind of writer who likes to live life on the edge.)

(Have all of these parenthetical comments made this blog piece too long? Do I need another picture to fill up the space? No. Dude, stop. Just click the fucking “Publish” button already.)

(Publish.)

Yes, it’s that new website that I’ve been mentioning for months and months now. I actually started soliciting feedback on the DeepGenre blog way back in December (see my piece “What Works on an Author Website?”). And now you can see the results here. You might also want to take the opportunity to poke around the redesigned Infoquake and MultiReal websites.

It’s likely that I’ll be doing some continuous tweaking to the site over the next few weeks, both to improve functionality and to fix problems. I haven’t looked at the sites on IE6 in over a month, and I’m sure they look absolutely horrendous. I’ve never tried to view them on a Mac. Plus I keep stumbling across broken images all over the place, which is entirely WordPress’s fault, and has nothing whatsoever to do with my shoddy organizational skills and inability to follow directions or standard programming practices.

In the meantime, here are some of the highlights of the new website:

• New home page (here) with consolidated information about me and links to the important parts of the site. It also features the John Steinbeck quote from East of Eden that I’m strongly favoring as the epigraph for the beginning of Geosynchron.
• Frequently asked questions page (here) with what I hope are frequently asked questions, along with the frequently given answers.
• Easy-to-find social networking icons at the bottom of every blog post that are, frankly, a crass attempt to garner more attention and traffic from social networking websites like StumbleUpon, Digg, and the like. (Thanks to the fabulous Sociable plugin which makes managing these icons easy as pie.)
• Subscribe by email functionality on the blog, courtesy of the Subscribe2 plugin. Look in the left sidebar and sign up if you’d like to receive emails whenever I post a new article on the blog. Does it actually work? Well, er, I don’t know. I haven’t thoroughly tested it yet, so let me know if you have trouble.
• Notify me of follow-up comments functionality on every entry of the blog, to try to encourage continuing discussion. Does this feature actually work? Not sure about that either, but let’s hope so. Courtesy of the Subscribe to Comments plugin.
• Random entries in the left sidebar, in an attempt to get people to sample the bountiful harvest of archived blog posts. Courtesy of my own damn PHP programming skills (which is probably why it occasionally breaks and shows nothing).
• List of top 15 tags in the left sidebar. Just move your mouse over the “Tags” headline to see it. Yeah, okay, so it’s not a particularly intuitive navigation scheme, but I’m working on it.
• Revised “Best of the Blog” page (here) updated to include some of the stuff I’ve written here in the past year.

New things to note on the Infoquake and MultiReal websites:

• Complete excerpt of MultiReal is online. The Pyr PDF sampler contains chapters 1-5; the excerpt on the MultiReal website also contains chapters 6, 7, and 8. And considering chapter 6 is set on the virtual sex network known as the Sigh, you know you want to read that chapter. (But don’t get too excited, it’s not particularly explicit.) No word from Josef K. Foley about artwork yet, but word is his wife is expecting twins, so he’s got his hands full.
• Buy Now pages give the discriminating SF consumer a bevvy of choices of where to purchase their copies of Infoquake and MultiReal.
• Consolidated RSS feed for Book News pulls all of the Infoquake and MultiReal-related entries from my blog into one place. (You’ll notice that my home page now automatically displays the latest book news as well.)
• New podcasts will be coming shortly. I’ve already recorded chapter 1 of MultiReal (though Audacity is giving me fits so I haven’t posted it yet). Plus I intend to go back and finish recording chapters 5, 6, and 7 of Infoquake as well. So keep an eye on the audio pages for Infoquake and MultiReal.
• Web exclusives pages that currently house the first drafts of Infoquake’s chapter 1, the essay “Why I Wrote Infoquake,” and links to blog posts about Infoquake and MultiReal. I’ll be posting first drafts of MultiReal’s chapter 1 at some point — and that’s going to be interesting, considering I have about a dozen entirely different openings for the book that are currently just gathering digital dust on my hard drive.

I would be remiss if I didn’t give a shout-out to the Inline Posts plugin for WordPress as well. This miraculous plugin is what allows me to mirror the contents of several pages throughout the site without actually having to maintain duplicates of them. It’s worth checking out.

And now, I crave feedback. What do you think? Positive and negative comments welcome.

Update 4/17/08 at 8:58 PM: Okay, so I’ve now heard from a few people that the comments form doesn’t work, which is why none of you are giving feedback. I just assumed you all hated me. Now I know that you don’t — unless the comments form doesn’t work and you hate me. Off to fix it now…

Please let me know in the comments if you’re having specific problems accessing the site, or e-mail me.